do you know i want you so bad!

can you smell the newness of the dollars in my pocket?

do you know its month end?

do you know i want you so bad!

i hear you screaming down High street,''buy me! buy me!''

i don't care whether you plan to hug my curves when i walk out of the car

i don't!

i don't care if you are the right shade of green to compliment my dark eyes

i don't!

 i don't care if my falling hair will go well with the low cut cleavage

i don't!

stop screaming my name

 Yes,i have shoes in my closet that will match you perfectly

they are 9 inch heels reserved for special occasions

yes!

i've had them for months

they have no companion yet

stop whispering lovingly to my soul

you and i are not friends

we have never been friends

we will never be friends

don't call me darling or babe or love

don't reveal the smooth cut of your back

stop telling me you will do my figure justice

i don't want any body hugging cleavage wrap 

do not entice me

i am a woman you just happened to attract

 i am a woman walking on high street trying to keep my eyes on the road ahead

i am a woman trying to keep my eyes of the windows of shops

i have savings to save

food to buy

fees to pay

please i beg of you don't spoil my budget

don't you make me forget

my goals,my aims,my vows

will it be our little secret?

are you sure?

if i snuggle you in this hand bag will you not whisper a thing?