How do i tell HIM i cheated last night-173 to 25

So last night my girls and I decide we was gonna go out to the Mall  and have we some fun,brother we black sisters when we say go out to the mall we mean go all out ,so yah you guessed that right,we was all dressed up,our best christmas clothes out ,so nice looking you couldn't have placed Miss Universe beside we ,we would have deserved that crown so bad you was gonna just look her straight in the eye,lips straight as hell and demand she give this beautiful sister her crown,i tell you.So my afro's all looking nice,and my lips are brown and succulent like they are not the ones doing the eating.God knows i been hungry for something different-it is de craving-been killing me-and here i got mi many options.Tall,coffee late's,six pack's dripping,hot brown loaded burger KINGSs',KFC keeps whispering so good,and its the popular option around town,i mean if i was to take it home i sure family would approve,everybody loves KFC in Trinidad,its like that boyfriend you family loves more than you--so how am i ever gonna resist,and damn,there is Cold stone,may be cold as the north pole but the sweetness--mmmmh the sweetness-compensates like no other,and this guys are so good selling themselves they are offering a Flavour of the Weak for just 20 dollars--running for a short time.God knows IM WEAK..no man..life is not fair...so much temptation,a woman should not have so many options to cheat with the moment she leaves her house..no,it should be against the law.i mean i came here on a tight budget trying to live on 25tt a day and you have me surrounded left right and center,well i give in,its the Beef eaters,they does catch mi wandering eye.From the rich smell of the barbecue sauce,to the fries,man ,i would do anything for a bite.so i realise i have been tempted,to make mi better i get my housey a thigh,and this french fries-if we cheat together i wont fell so bad alone-but damn-this girl gets me right back--she decides for dessert she gonna hit me with a brown crispy waffer and cheesecake ice-cream --have you ever tasted cheesecake,man if you haven't you wont understand why the hell i couldn't resist.Its like trying to reach heaven-when all the little sins you keep trying to overcome ask you to be your escort and rub your feet when you does get tired.So yes,how do i tell God i cheated last night.I think i will try to make up for overspending last night with a mini fast...maybe just maybe can make up for the additional 25tt i used on that 49.99tt pork ribs and fries,and maybe tomorrow start afresh on my 25bucket list item of living on 25tt a day with a fresh mind.No Food tempptations

in a day i have 3 or so cups :( good thing its decaff

DAY  1 Donate clothes You no longer use	DAY 2 Give away some  books you don’t use	DAY 3 Volunteer at a shelter	DAY 4 Write prisoners letters-I feel guilty about a letter from a prisoner who once wrote me and I never replied	DAY  5 Walk from Champ Fleurs to Trincity and back
DAY 6 Go  fishing	DAY 7 Go ice skating	DAY 8 Learn sign language	DAY 9 Learn to say “hello” in 50 languages.	DAY10 Learn how toBelly Dance
DAY11 Pay for someone’s lunch	DAY12 Finish the  fiction in my online library	DAY 13 Start  a happiness project	DAY 14 Make a difference in at least one person’s life.	DAY15 Write and publish a novel
DAY 16 Audition for makeup modelling	DAY 17 Gain a Readership of over 10000people by December 2013 for The SEED magazine	DAY 18 Uplift someone’s spirit	DAY 19 Graduate with distinction Jtough one	DAY 20 Get my blog to 10000views by Novemeber 3 2013
DAY 21 Create enough passive income so that you don’t have to work another day in your life.	DAY 22 Live on 25tt a day for  25days	DAY 23  Get an ideal 4bedroomed home	DAY 24 Visit a mosque	DAY25 Run a Marathon
Day 26 Learn how to apply eye liner, and eye shadow	Day 27 Try a new hair style You have never done before	Day 28 Rehearse and recite poetry in  front of an audience	Day 29 Buy myself red roses and share them till I remain with one	Day 30 Watch the top 20 movies of all time